Yellow Gumamela

I am not a fairy nor a goddess but just a simple being and if i can grant someone’s wish without hurting no one, then i will gladly make it come true!

I love to see people happy and be a part of that happiness. i am not a hypocrite for I know how reality bites that happiness doesnt come that easy especially for a one sided love relationship. Why endure to see someone who loves you bear that unhappiness when you can really learn how to love back and see the beautiful things in him? i wanted to give this person a chance to be happy and give my self a chance to be a part of that happiness..
i wont be allowing anyone to get hurt, not also my self.. at this point, no ones getting hurt really, and this thing is going to be excited. i am so tired looking up to someone i can really never have or i just think so. But then, looking at the other side, there is this person who really see the real you and willing to be a part of you.. why not give a loving hand and accept the promise that his eyes are speaking, his heart is pleading..
I am accepting this fate too.

Tree (at the end of the day)

At the end of the day, the Lord’s children are like the tree who humbly look up in the sky and say thanks for God’s everyday present which we call LIFE and the most ordinary things that goes with it..

TWO WEEKS by meryl

Your question was: “What if i choose you?” With me, i had never offer you anything, nor promise everything. We barely knew each other. Two weeks together, that’s all it took, two weeks for me to fall for you. That we never had the chance to spent some more good memories. All that we do is to share each other some funny long hours of talk, some yearnings of someone

to love and care and bountiful concerns, and nothing else.. People come and go in life, but also life goes on. And i can only be grateful you came nourishing my soul with the feeling i yearn to have all these years. God answered my prayer. It was not a matter of time, being a long one or a very short period of time. What is important is once in my life, i encountered being cared of, by you. And now that i feel like losing you, at least, no matter how short it had been, i can only be grateful of having you. I just realized something too, i just wanted you to be happy. My question is: Will you be happy with me? if you answers me yes, then i would surely do everything to be there for you and would love you for all the seconds of my life, but then, if you say, your past is where you’ll be happier, i guess, all i have to do is accept it and live life as usual, when there was no you yet… I dreaded to be alone again, and that it would be very lonely walking around the park without you… And yet, i just have too.

Inspired by the movie, Dear John

THOSE NARRA FLOWERS

Narra flowers are falling around. As I walked along the yellow flower covered road, I look up and saw more flowers falling.. More and more flowers keep on falling… I kept my tears from falling too..This flowers bring back memories from the past. Two things in the past that still hunt me until now.. the first, the time when he loves to stay and walk with me. .. strong

and lively with a heartful glee I love to hear. And the second was on the hospital bed, where he lie withered and thin,, still a meek smile I can see…And his last words were… “ I want to be free like those narra flowers… isn’t it’s nice to be free,, flown by the air and eventually rest?” I remember him say. And he fall into a deep slumber…

Yellow narra flowers on the ground                                                                                   (picture courtesy of virtualwanderer.info)

 

Quizzes about Personality

Just to take note of these, i wanna post here the results of those quizzes i had taken from www.blogthings.com

a really nice blog!

1. Are You Red or Green?

You are GREEN

You are a peaceful, balanced, and together person. You are naturally calm.

However, you have your own inner demons that you struggle with from time to time… mainly greed and jealousy.

You are very reflective and creative. You are always thinking of and pursuing new ideas.
You believe that spiritual and personal growth is important. You are always trying to change for the better.

2. The Ultimate Color Test

Your Colors Say You Are Caring

When you are at peace, you are:

Energized and innovative

When you are moved to act, you are:

Giving and warm

When you are inspired, you are:

Spontaneous and adventurous

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:

Philosophical and expressive

Your life’s purpose is:

To change the world

3. What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Your Blog Should Be Blue

Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere.
You tend to avoid conflict – you’re more likely to share than rant.
From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book.

4. What’s Your Blogging Personality?

Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You’re a well liked, though underrated, blogger.
You have a heart of gold and are likely to blog for a cause.
You’re a peaceful blogger – no drama for you!
A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

5. What Type of Writer Should You Be?

You Should Be a Romance Novelist

You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart.
You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer…
And while you may be a traditional romantic, you’re just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories.
As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates – you could write it.

6.What Type of Poem Are You?

You Are a Sonnet

There’s no way we would write a whole sonnet for you
So you’ll have to just believe that our love is true

You are a romantic at heart with a beautiful spirit
You should embrace who you are and never fear it

7. The World’s Shortest Personality Test

You Are Trustworthy

You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.
Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.

A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.
You are good natured and people enjoy your company.
You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you.

8. What’s Your Name’s Hidden Meaning?

You Are Powerful and Determined

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don’t have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you’ll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You’re always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can’t handle you. You’re very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you’re likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you’re too busy having fun to care.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don’t get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

9. What’s Your Personality Type?

You Are An INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision – no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener with almost infinite patience.
You have complex feelings, and you take great care to express them.

In love, you see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow.
You enjoy relationships when they are improving and changing. You can’t stand stagnation.

At work, you stay motivated and happy… as long as you are working toward a dream you support.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful

When other people don’t get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable

this one is so much fun,,, that’s all for now. got to do my presentation for tomorrow

lessons about love from other people

If I have a lesson in love from other people that i remembered too well, that is:

“when you love, give your 100%. Always think of him, as your one true love, and if life changes course and decided that his not really the one, then you can say to yourself with dignity that, here is this man I used to love with all my heart.. and you will never regret every part of it because you know you are always true and never make a fool out of yourself.

-this one came from the popular love adviser’s local radio program i had listened to in the not-so-busy nights.

Living in a dormitory allows me to meet many people that in one way or another shares me great life lesson and this evening, Ate Claire tells me the following thoughts she herself learned:

1. When a woman fall in love and enters a relationship, she must always bear in mind that loving a man also means thinking only for the best in life for his partner, even if she was a part of it or not.

2. She may contribute to the growth of their relationship most especially for him to become a better person.

3. Loving also means dreaming your years together and trying your best to accept him as much as possible, always being there for him, no matter what happened and being diligent in every situation life may bring.

What is the implication to young woman like me? Say for example, for my own case. I can say that I am a submissive woman and I know, I easily fall for a leader  type or a person who can be dominating in a nice way. What ate Claire shares to me are things I might not understand since I never even tried being into a relationship. Some may say, those were for the martyrs only. However, having the guidance from people who already lived to it can save you from any mistakes in the future.

Love, it is a very complex, in every sense but then it is also simple and fulfilling. I have witness the perfect example for this: my parents. They had gone through ups and downs, i can say mostly downs, it was never easy but because they are the partners in life, love and all the other things life has to offer, they simply go through the difficulties and surpass the challenges. I can also say that the harmony and loving atmosphere in our home is one of the great blessings from God.

There is always this one and you may wonder who she or he maybe. But trust in the Lord’s time. Remember, He works in mysterious ways and be happy because He made sure, there is always a time for everything, a time for every purpose under heaven.. a time to love..

Is there any lessons in love other had shared to you? Hold on to them and in time, you will preciously be thankful for these great gems.

TOP TEN MUST SEE INSPIRATIONAL MOVIES

Those are the inspirational movies that are recommended highly by friends, and as they say, are must see. Some are life changing and others were simply influential to living.

So read on and say if you agree…

1. Life is Beautiful
2. Three Idiots
3. Shoe Shine
4. Every Child is Special
5. The Lion King
6. Forest Gump
7. The Pursuit of Happyness
8. A Moment to Remember
9. The Bucketlist
10. Amelie

Those movies are surely popular to many, and no need to worry, all these movies are available of English translations. Watchare u waiting for? Let’s try and see those movies for a real inspiration.

Do you have a movie in mind that you want to add in this list? Come on and share!